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Kenny no one can surpass our sex appeal
Number of posts : 513 Age : 35 boyfriend/girlfriend : Uh... >>;; Yes? stuff(what you have on yourself:weapons,food,ect) : dog collar, swiss army knife Registration date : 2007-04-09
| Subject: Some hurt... Thu Jan 31, 2008 8:24 am | |
| I sat in the middle of the floor, in a pretzel-legged position. I clutched my stained white pillow to my chest, tears rolling slowly down onto the thin, soft fabric. I had accidently left my door open about an inch, music from my old boom box echoing out into the hallway... | |
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murdoc niccals no one can surpass our sex appeal
Number of posts : 564 Age : 57 boyfriend/girlfriend : kenny DAH!!! stuff(what you have on yourself:weapons,food,ect) : bradley (my shovel), cigarettes...eerrr condoms... body spray Registration date : 2007-04-04
| Subject: Re: Some hurt... Thu Jan 31, 2008 9:02 pm | |
| the sound of a metal lighter joined the echo of the music... the hash of the cigarette burned slowly as it made a thin line of white smoke... and now we could hear steps following the music... the steps stopped at her door... I esitated before knocking... the door was a little oepn..and I heard some weak cries mixing with the music... the door creaking as I pushed it slowly...
"kenny?"
I looked in the room, worried | |
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Kenny no one can surpass our sex appeal
Number of posts : 513 Age : 35 boyfriend/girlfriend : Uh... >>;; Yes? stuff(what you have on yourself:weapons,food,ect) : dog collar, swiss army knife Registration date : 2007-04-09
| Subject: Re: Some hurt... Fri Feb 01, 2008 6:41 am | |
| My eyes were closed as I buried my face into my pillow, shifting my knees up close to me. There were some photographs littering the already dirty floor. Most of them were of an old woman, dates on the back indicating that the pictures were taken ten years ago. My cellphone lay a couple feet from me. The music was turned up so loud, that I couldn't hear anything but it and my own heartbeat.
"Fucking b...bitch... She was supposed to have t...twenty...more years on her..."
I sobbed into my pillow. | |
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murdoc niccals no one can surpass our sex appeal
Number of posts : 564 Age : 57 boyfriend/girlfriend : kenny DAH!!! stuff(what you have on yourself:weapons,food,ect) : bradley (my shovel), cigarettes...eerrr condoms... body spray Registration date : 2007-04-04
| Subject: Re: Some hurt... Sat Feb 02, 2008 6:17 pm | |
| I looked at her a bit worried and noticed that with this loud music and her cries that she couldn't hear me....so I walked to her bed and sit myself heavilly to her side... she bounced a little with the balance of our weights... and then I looked down at her my hand slid on her back...caressing it slowly...
"kenny?... whats wrong luv?" | |
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Kenny no one can surpass our sex appeal
Number of posts : 513 Age : 35 boyfriend/girlfriend : Uh... >>;; Yes? stuff(what you have on yourself:weapons,food,ect) : dog collar, swiss army knife Registration date : 2007-04-09
| Subject: Re: Some hurt... Sun Feb 03, 2008 10:10 am | |
| I quickly hid my face in the soft pillow, sniffling quietly. I clumsily switched my boom box off, turning the room completely silent for several long moments.
Eventually, I turned to him, my eyes bloodshot and watering.
"My grandmother...passed..." | |
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murdoc niccals no one can surpass our sex appeal
Number of posts : 564 Age : 57 boyfriend/girlfriend : kenny DAH!!! stuff(what you have on yourself:weapons,food,ect) : bradley (my shovel), cigarettes...eerrr condoms... body spray Registration date : 2007-04-04
| Subject: Re: Some hurt... Mon Feb 04, 2008 9:40 pm | |
| "oooooh poor doll... "
I reached her and slid her so she could be close enough for a hug....
"come to uncle murdoc"
and the I hugged her tight..not too much to not hurt her..I caressed slowly her head
" y'know luv... time goes on... you don't know who you might lose on your way... but at least people never die in your memories."
I kindly smiled, still hugging and caressing her..closing my eyes | |
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Kenny no one can surpass our sex appeal
Number of posts : 513 Age : 35 boyfriend/girlfriend : Uh... >>;; Yes? stuff(what you have on yourself:weapons,food,ect) : dog collar, swiss army knife Registration date : 2007-04-09
| Subject: Re: Some hurt... Tue Feb 05, 2008 7:39 pm | |
| I tried to fight back any more tears, feeling completely and utterly exposed in this rare moment of vulnerability... I let my eyes fall closed, and sighed, heavily, into his shirt. I had been close with my grandmother; she would always send me nice clothes, and I always would dig through birthday presents as a child to pick the one out I got from her... She was there for me when I needed her, when I had to give up my cat when I moved...
"...I don't feel good..."
(lol "Feel good" XD) | |
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murdoc niccals no one can surpass our sex appeal
Number of posts : 564 Age : 57 boyfriend/girlfriend : kenny DAH!!! stuff(what you have on yourself:weapons,food,ect) : bradley (my shovel), cigarettes...eerrr condoms... body spray Registration date : 2007-04-04
| Subject: Re: Some hurt... Wed Feb 06, 2008 9:36 pm | |
| "yeh ken..I've noticed"
I softly smiled... I hugged her as tight as I could.. but not too much so she won't get hurt... just enough so she'll feel so human affection
"I'm here... just don't worry ... let yourself go.. I'll be just there holding you..."
I closed my eye, as the sweet sent of her hair ran trought my nose | |
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Kenny no one can surpass our sex appeal
Number of posts : 513 Age : 35 boyfriend/girlfriend : Uh... >>;; Yes? stuff(what you have on yourself:weapons,food,ect) : dog collar, swiss army knife Registration date : 2007-04-09
| Subject: Re: Some hurt... Thu Feb 07, 2008 4:36 pm | |
| I immediately went quiter as his words seemed to echo off the hollow walls of my room... I buried my muzzle deep into his shoulder, as I tried to get my breathing back to normal... My ears were pinned back as my tail wrapped itself around him.
"...Thanks..." was all I managed to say... I felt embarrassed when I heard my voice; high and shaky. | |
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murdoc niccals no one can surpass our sex appeal
Number of posts : 564 Age : 57 boyfriend/girlfriend : kenny DAH!!! stuff(what you have on yourself:weapons,food,ect) : bradley (my shovel), cigarettes...eerrr condoms... body spray Registration date : 2007-04-04
| Subject: Re: Some hurt... Fri Feb 08, 2008 6:41 pm | |
| I giggled quietly about her shaky voice... and caressed slowly her back... my cheek rested on the side of her head
" its normal my dear... I really care about you..and now I'm worried..."
that pinched my mighty man soul just to be sweet to her... but sometimes jsut being there whispering some sweet stuff helps girls to feel better...
"does my queen of hades what something? to eat or netheir way to get a little bit better?" | |
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Kenny no one can surpass our sex appeal
Number of posts : 513 Age : 35 boyfriend/girlfriend : Uh... >>;; Yes? stuff(what you have on yourself:weapons,food,ect) : dog collar, swiss army knife Registration date : 2007-04-09
| Subject: Re: Some hurt... Sat Feb 09, 2008 7:07 pm | |
| A small smile found its way to my face, as I sighed into his tear-stained sleeve. I shifted my head upwards, slightly, to look up at him, my eyes red and glassy.
"A glass of water would be nice, right about now... I think I drained all my fluids..."
I laughed, dryly. | |
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murdoc niccals no one can surpass our sex appeal
Number of posts : 564 Age : 57 boyfriend/girlfriend : kenny DAH!!! stuff(what you have on yourself:weapons,food,ect) : bradley (my shovel), cigarettes...eerrr condoms... body spray Registration date : 2007-04-04
| Subject: Re: Some hurt... Sat Feb 09, 2008 9:42 pm | |
| "okay then doll... I'll be back in two seconds then"
her feelings when trought my mind... as I got a little bit sad for her... I released her to walk away.. going outside the room to take a glass of water... and every little seconds without her was like an eternity... like if she was going to desapear with her sadness... the water fell slowly in the glass and I went back... hitting lightly my cig to put the hash on the floor. I looked down to her and gave her the glass
"here you got my bitch"
I made a kind smiel... not my usual smirk... only a sweet smile... nothing else | |
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Kenny no one can surpass our sex appeal
Number of posts : 513 Age : 35 boyfriend/girlfriend : Uh... >>;; Yes? stuff(what you have on yourself:weapons,food,ect) : dog collar, swiss army knife Registration date : 2007-04-09
| Subject: Re: Some hurt... Mon Feb 11, 2008 6:30 pm | |
| I took the glass, tipping it back slightly into my mouth. I sighed into the glass as I swallowed, closing my eyes. The cool water felt soothing running down my irritated throat. I squinted one eye shut as I pulled a flake of ash off the rim of the glass.
"...I don't remember asking for anything extra in my water, but thanks for your generosity..."
I laughed, hoarsely, as I set the cup down, sitting back on my ass in a pretzel-legged position. The room felt dank and uncomfortable, and, despite the hot air blowing in from the vents, I pulled my nightshirt tightly around me, and surpressed a shiver. | |
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murdoc niccals no one can surpass our sex appeal
Number of posts : 564 Age : 57 boyfriend/girlfriend : kenny DAH!!! stuff(what you have on yourself:weapons,food,ect) : bradley (my shovel), cigarettes...eerrr condoms... body spray Registration date : 2007-04-04
| Subject: Re: Some hurt... Mon Feb 11, 2008 9:43 pm | |
| "oh I'm sorry dear... I didn't mean to"
I glanced at her as I sat myself on the bed... I put myself behind her sliding my leg on each of her sides and hugged her tightly from behing
'' you seem to freez am I right?"
I said as my chest and my crotch squeezed on her back | |
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Kenny no one can surpass our sex appeal
Number of posts : 513 Age : 35 boyfriend/girlfriend : Uh... >>;; Yes? stuff(what you have on yourself:weapons,food,ect) : dog collar, swiss army knife Registration date : 2007-04-09
| Subject: Re: Some hurt... Tue Feb 12, 2008 7:26 am | |
| "A little..."
I smiled as his warm limbs draped around me... I leaned my cheek against his knee as I wiped the other side of my face dry with the sleeve of my shirt. I wished silently that he could stay with me, always. The way he smelled always calmed me down... Though it was hard to say how old smoke and beer could be soothing, it was still nice.
I looked up at him, my eyes still shining, though a bit less red.
"Thank you, for coming to see me..." | |
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murdoc niccals no one can surpass our sex appeal
Number of posts : 564 Age : 57 boyfriend/girlfriend : kenny DAH!!! stuff(what you have on yourself:weapons,food,ect) : bradley (my shovel), cigarettes...eerrr condoms... body spray Registration date : 2007-04-04
| Subject: Re: Some hurt... Wed Feb 20, 2008 7:04 pm | |
| "its nothing... you're my love..so its normal... I just want to support you those hard times"
I smiled and made some circles with my hand on her back as I pulled the smoke in my lungs with the pressure of my mouth... she seemed so cute even tough her red eyes.. and I looked deeply in them
"y'know ken... I love you'' | |
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